I stayed away from observing the World for a day or so...
I'm returning to the "Watching" us after 35hrs+...
...and what strikes me more than ever?!
The World screeeeeeeeeeeeams for help!
The World is under tremendous pressure!
........we hurt!
and
We, human beings, are so amazing as a species...
So creative, intelligent and beautiful
and
Our reality is fcked up...

hence....

Are we under torture?
We are under torture.
Maybe under self-torture?
Maybe.
Is this reality manufactured for us?
Absolutely.
Are we willing participants of that game/torture?
Looks that we are.
Why do we want to hurt ourselves?
Because we don't know any better.
Because it's about life and death.
.............it's as strong as instinct.
and we are responding accordingly.

We are under torture...'Not-Normal' system of self-hurting...
Money, Power, Competition, Lies, Hate, Ego, Greed...
Very strong forces at work.
....and that is...our daily bread.
Your food...
Your rent and mortgage...
Your health...
Your school...
Your religion...
Your kids...
Your love?
Everything is poisoned by sick solutions and answers without heart(God).
Evil at large.
No wonder we make wrong choices.
No wonder we are neurotic.
No wonder we don't trust each other.
No wonder we hurt.

It's all about evil and hate...
...nothing else.
and the funny thing is...
(funny as in simple)
those forces can exist only under
certain conditions...
....what conditions?
Lack of love.
Lack of humanity.
Lack of compassion.
Lack of "deep awareness of the suffering of another coupled with the wish to relieve it."
....absence of love creates hate.
....absence of compassion and humanity becomes evil.

Presence and absence.
ones and zeroes of the universe.
is(s) and is not(s).
The Reality.

That's all
One love.